Hey, its me again. Right now life isn't so great. Ok I've probably already talked about him...but I'm really having a hard time. Ok there's this guy that skates at our rink and in the summer we really got to know each other. In the summer he used to flirt with me alot and he's been over to my house many times. We went to homecoming together and then things started going down hill. We don't really talk that much anymore and I feel as if we are drifting away. I don't get to see that much anymore. We is always at another rink. He does pairs and singles skating. He is always practicing with his partner or is skating up in Cleveland. They have really been practicing because him and his partner are going to Junior Nationals. After nationals they are going to North Carolina to try and finish selling their house. So I won't see him for 3 weeks! I don't want it to be this way! I really miss him so much! It hurts so much not to see him. Does anybody have any advice? I don't know what to do, I just want to kill myself!