- Joined
- Nov 15, 2005
"I'll try my best to get you there twice a week."
Those were my mothers exact words.
Ever since she got remarried, my mother has barely cared about my skating. When I was ten, I already had all of my doubles except for my axel which was single and was doing great. My real father hated when I was skating cause then he couldnt spend time with me (my parents were divorced) so i stopped because I felt bad. My dreams were crushed. Then he died a year later and I hated him for it and even blamed myself for it sometimes and I had no convidence. Now I'm 14, and I returned to skating last august and I can't even get my three turns back. My coach who was the same one I had before is trying her best, but I feel like I've lost out on all of my dreams. It's not like we dont have the money, my mom just doesnt care and wont take me skating. My stepdad who even works from home and is able to take me to the rink wont. Now I feel like I have lost all of my dreams from stopping and now starting again. And my mother doesnt even want to watch me skate.
What do I do?
Those were my mothers exact words.
Ever since she got remarried, my mother has barely cared about my skating. When I was ten, I already had all of my doubles except for my axel which was single and was doing great. My real father hated when I was skating cause then he couldnt spend time with me (my parents were divorced) so i stopped because I felt bad. My dreams were crushed. Then he died a year later and I hated him for it and even blamed myself for it sometimes and I had no convidence. Now I'm 14, and I returned to skating last august and I can't even get my three turns back. My coach who was the same one I had before is trying her best, but I feel like I've lost out on all of my dreams. It's not like we dont have the money, my mom just doesnt care and wont take me skating. My stepdad who even works from home and is able to take me to the rink wont. Now I feel like I have lost all of my dreams from stopping and now starting again. And my mother doesnt even want to watch me skate.
What do I do?