- Joined
- Apr 1, 2014
I think it is difficult for us relatively "normal" people, or a better way of putting it might be those of us whose lives have followed a relatively traditional trajectory, to understand how difficult it is to give up the only life you have ever known from an extremely young age. Especially a life that is as all-encompassing as an elite sport. Generally, we grow up knowing high school will come to an end, maybe we get a job in something that has looked interesting to us as we have been growing up. Maybe we go to college and major in something we have encountered that we think might interest us. All our friends are at or around the same stage in life and experiencing the same issues. We shed friends and gain new ones at a pace that is more or less comfortable to us. We sweat the transitions, but barring a big upheaval, they do not come all at once. Even if we move far away from home, we usually have considered it and are doing it as at least a positive change.
Contrast this with training all your life for something, having people spending gobs of money on it on your behalf, you've defined success as one thing, you haven't been exposed to much else, all your friends are part of that life, all the things you do. One day you wake up to the realization that it is making you sick! I think it would be natural to try to figure out how you can maintain that status quo while changing some things to make it less sickening.
I also think it needs to be more recognized by figure skating fans that "normal, healthy weight" for a female of a certain age is not going to win a skater awards in elite figure skating. Or gymnastics, for that matter. Increasing jump demands will increasingly reward disordered eating in all but a very, very few individuals. The winners will increasingly be, if they aren't already, those that can walk the weight loss line without getting swamped.
I remember Yuna saying something about how one thing she was looking forward to in retirement is being able to eat whatever she wanted. And you can tell in her first year of retirement she gained a little bit of weight (of course still below average for her height/age) and looked beautiful and healthy. Even for someone like Yuna who had perfect jumping technique (and so did Gracie FWIW) being thin was still of utmost importance. I can imagine for every girl who watches her weight for the sport, another one internalizes it as dysmorphia and self-hatred.