The bigger fan I am of the skater the more nervous I get. During Meryl and Charlie's FD in Sochi I thought my heart was going to jump out of my chest. When I watch at home I have been known to watch with my eyes closed or get up and pace the floor. But when I am lucky enough to see my favorites in person I am calmer and watch every second (of course my husband's voice reminding me I didn't spend all that money on travel, hotel and tickets to close my eyes helps!)