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- Oct 15, 2017
I'm sorry im back again, i'm really annoying im sorry but
i'm 14 and started skating just this year. i'm just out of grade 4 and should start grade 5 next lesson.
I originally had hope that one day i could do little competitions. not like the Olympics bc i started way too late. just little ones, but i'm starting to think it's impossible...
i'm a bad skater. i wanted to blame it on the fact that i was having lessons in bad recreational skates with 0 support, but i'm starting to think that its me...
i've only figured out how to do a basic backward glide last lesson and it's taken me so long... i can only afford to have one lesson a week. i have to rely on my mum to pay for them, we can't afford more than that. i was hoping when im older i'll get a good job and pay for all my own stuff and have private lessons at least 3 times a week, but that's so far away... i'll never get any good, will I? if we can't afford more than once a week now, it'll be too late to compete by the time i'm any good. i fractured my wrist and i'll miss the lessons for ages and i'll miss so much stuff i need to know...
i love skating so much, its the only sport i've ever liked and i so wish i could do it more, i'd happily do it every day if i could. my family still doubt me and think i'll give up soon and i won't. i try my best to learn everything and practice for about 1 or 2 hours after my lessons so i do try. but i was just sort of hoping i could be good one day... i wanted to at least do a little competition but i dont think i can....
i'm 14 and started skating just this year. i'm just out of grade 4 and should start grade 5 next lesson.
I originally had hope that one day i could do little competitions. not like the Olympics bc i started way too late. just little ones, but i'm starting to think it's impossible...
i'm a bad skater. i wanted to blame it on the fact that i was having lessons in bad recreational skates with 0 support, but i'm starting to think that its me...
i've only figured out how to do a basic backward glide last lesson and it's taken me so long... i can only afford to have one lesson a week. i have to rely on my mum to pay for them, we can't afford more than that. i was hoping when im older i'll get a good job and pay for all my own stuff and have private lessons at least 3 times a week, but that's so far away... i'll never get any good, will I? if we can't afford more than once a week now, it'll be too late to compete by the time i'm any good. i fractured my wrist and i'll miss the lessons for ages and i'll miss so much stuff i need to know...
i love skating so much, its the only sport i've ever liked and i so wish i could do it more, i'd happily do it every day if i could. my family still doubt me and think i'll give up soon and i won't. i try my best to learn everything and practice for about 1 or 2 hours after my lessons so i do try. but i was just sort of hoping i could be good one day... i wanted to at least do a little competition but i dont think i can....