Skating (or doing something like playing a musical instrument or anything that requires extreme discipline) often starts at a younger age, with parental input, coaches' motivation, the support/healthy competition (sometimes unhealthy) from your colleagues who are also aspiring to improve, get awards etc...
I personally perceive this "skating for myself" as a reinforcement that one does it for the love of the sport.... That doesn't mean not wanting to represent nor win... but simply that at a stage in an athlete's life, they have reached their goals (or got satisfied with what they have achieved if not the original goals they were dreaming of) and the desire to keep going is truly coming from within. For some, this is doing shows... for others,, it's competing with another mindset, a new perspective, sometimes even a new training schedule or routine.
It's not only a positive thing but it's also quite common.
I personally perceive this "skating for myself" as a reinforcement that one does it for the love of the sport.... That doesn't mean not wanting to represent nor win... but simply that at a stage in an athlete's life, they have reached their goals (or got satisfied with what they have achieved if not the original goals they were dreaming of) and the desire to keep going is truly coming from within. For some, this is doing shows... for others,, it's competing with another mindset, a new perspective, sometimes even a new training schedule or routine.
It's not only a positive thing but it's also quite common.