Lovey/Turvey - Skating is a funny thing. You know how I was all excited in advance of yesterday's practice, planning to just "wow" everybody and the camera with my improved form and elements, and running through my program in total so hubby could catch it on video. I started out practicing spins and they weren't quite "on" and felt all awkward, so I kept going at them and going at them. Sit/back sit/sit; camel/sit/back sit/back scratch; flying camel/back sit/sit; flying sit; and then I finally stopped in disgust and moved to jumps, and while all the singles felt big and fine, once I started the doubles it just went downhill from there. I tried them over and over, 2toe and 2sal, but with no success. I finally had to stop and do my Tigger footwork so I'd have it for posterity and then halfway through it I FORGOT it! So I had to start over, and when I did, they dragged the ole Zamboni out to make the ice so I was being "kicked off" and had run out of time and hadn't run through the program. I was feeling all down in the mouth and crappy about my skating and the upcoming competitions.
But last night hubby brought the portable DVD player to bed and "forced" me to watch the whole practice then and there, and except for the fact that the double jumps were tilted or under-rotated (or both), everything else was looking TONS better than it felt, especially the spins. I didn't realize how much faster I am spinning these days, and they appeared more centered than they were from the tracings on the ice, and since the judges won't be on cranes high above me, this is a good thing. The jumps were lovely and, yes, the doubles need work, but I already know that. Even the footwork looked better than I thought/felt, so I am not so discouraged today, though definitely sore because it turns out that I intensely skated for 2 whole hours and really didn't take any breaks because hubby was videotaping.