"... Then I felt with every cell of my body what it feels like when the world is falling apart, when you have no choice but face your destiny and keep going."
Albena said she respects the huge wave of public opinions that followed the crash, ranging from full support to complete condemnation, but stressed the case is too complicated to be resolved in this way.
"Many fans from all over the world support us. These are people, who sympathize with those hurt in the tragedy and realize that that could happen to almost everyone."
"Maxim's conscience is his harshest judge. He is a man of many virtues and I am sure he will bear his responsibility,"
Thank you for posting the article. My heart goes to everyone who was involved, including Albena and Maxim. I respect the way Albena faces "her destiny." I am also very impressed to hear that "Maxim's conscience is his harshest judge." I don't think that everyone is capable of bearing such enormous responsibility.
This reminded me of a story of the head of one of the braches of my friend's church (I am not a believer). He hit a lady when driving on a rainy night. The lady was seriously injured. As a religious man, he sincerely tried to take the full moral and legal responsibility. But in his mind, he was also repeating to himself, "Why me? Why me?" It’s not something he can say in front of the victim, but I do understand such a feeling.
What's worse, the lady's husband eventually deceased due to care-giving burden of his injured wife. The man who hit the lady went to her husband's funeral, but the man was not even allowed to participate in the funeral. After years of remorse, a court (or insurance company)-mediated compromise was finally made.
The story of this man ended by concluding that the amount of the compensation suggested by the authority was less than he had expected. Because even he himself was surprised by the amount, he was sure that the lady would be surprised as well. Then he paid somewhat more than it was suggested.
This payment seemed to have given him some kind of relief. On the other hand, I suppose that there will be no ending to the story on the lady's part, because her life had completely changed after the serious injury and losing her husband. At the same time, however, I also understand how the man wanted to put some end here.
In any case, I could see how difficult it is to bear the responsibility of this kind of tragedy. I also felt that there would be perhaps no clean “happy ending” in this kind of incident, even if we wish for it.
I sincerely hope that those who have been injured in the current car accident would heal better and suffer less physically, emotionally, and financially. I also hope that Maxim would not feel completely desperate about himself. As his partner trusts him as "a man of many virtues," I sincerely trust that he would have courage to live with his responsibility throughout his life.