- Joined
- Oct 5, 2015
In fact, this is a piece that reminds me so much of the current Patrick. He isn't that young, brash, happy feet Patrick, but soulful and pensive, and at times, he skated with an expansiveness that felt completely free, a soaring joy, skybound, at ease with oneself...
With his comeback, I get a sense that Patrick has matured further, but Mack is Back is too literal, not BIG and EXPANSIVE like "Feeling Good" and Patrick is mentally at another level.
And others have said that this season, there's a vulnerability when Patrick skates his FS that wasn't there before. This is very interesting to me because today I was rewatching PJ Kwong's interview with Patrick right after his GPF FS. Patrick said that competition for him was "extremely uncomfortable, especially for me, I think for my personality..."
I wondered which part of his personality was he was talking about? Is there a quiet, perhaps shyer, more introspective side of him that's coming out now? He had said that at Skate Canada after his FS he felt like the "real him" was genuinely happy to be there (I remember someone on here saying that they had never seen him react that way after a skate). There, he seemed very humbled and touched by his victory. Patrick has also said that if he was going to come back, he wanted to do it on his own terms. So the overall message that comes across to me is that he wants to be his genuine self when he skates, and not put on an act to please others. For this reason at times I'm not even sure that his SP music really fits who he is as a person and a skater.
Of course, I could be totally wrong. Maybe he's just a hyper-competitive person, and the return to competition and the very steep learning curve he faces now is a blow to his self-assurance. Maybe that's why lately he feels so uneasy before every competition. I would love to hear any other thoughts on this.