The more I think about the death of his agent the more I think of ways for it to have messed with his skate.
It is not just emotions, but it would be hard for any person not to also wonder about their future as well. I frankly think it would be very normal for a person to think internally "well what do I do now, how do i proceed?" but still obviously feel like they would be a heel for asking those questions. He is not just dealing with the death of a friend, but he is a 19 year old who has to perform/compete while wondering what comes next from a professional/career stand point. These are some pretty big question marks to deal with on top of pain. (If this sounds cold, well, I apologize but assure it is not intended that way. I have often joked that i deal with stress by finding other things to stress about. So for me, I would likely have a lot of these type of practical logistical thoughts. Sometimes enumerating the issues is easier than dealing with pain.) You generally don't ask these type of questions right after a death, but that does not mean they do not exist and don't still affect a person. Shep's death could end up having a significant impact on Jason's long term career. Wondering what happens now is not unreasonable.
I keep wondering how much he has been involved with . . . stuff leading up to this. Does he (or his staff) vet Jason's tweets before he sends them out? Did he have input over what is sent out? Was Jason & co left to try to figure out how to keep doing the same without the support. Just something else to second guess about.
How much input did he have possibly over decisions made for this season? Is Jason now in a "what next" limbo as he and co try to figure out how to carry out plans that Shep may have made that he is no long there to oversee. Do you keep doing what Shep thought was best without him? Do you follow your own gut and maybe make changes? If Shep had started some long term plans, how do you deal with that. You can't always proceed as planned when the architect is gone.
Did Jason sign with Shep because he wanted/needed an agent, or because he wanted Shep? What happens once he has already had an agent, how easily can he go back to no having one? The Skating Lesson
sent out a tweet that I hope was a joke talking about how soon other ambulance chaser agents may be pouncing on him. I would not be surprised at all if at least one person stuck their nose into the situation trying to further their own agenda.
The whole situation is just ugly and sad. Even worse how people are acting like it is the end of the world. Geez it was one competition. He struggled in the SP, dealt with it, addressed it, and set a personal best in the long. I am not sure I am seeing the problem here. I am seeing a skater who at their worst is still pretty damn good. It really is a bit sad that his personal best is being over looked by final placement which was still the highest USA male at the competition.
Ohh well, plenty of skaters have bad luck, this is likely better than an injury, but it still sucks that he has to deal with it.