...I kinda felt like she withdrew more from psychological than physical distress. ...and one gave up totally, and the other persisted and came out a champion...
I post this because many may have felt like feraina did about Miki without the following information. (So feraina must not be blamed.)
In the broadcast yesterday, Fuji TV showed Miki heading for her LP, with Morozov walking by her side and constantly telling her something. Miki kept shaking her head sideways countless times to his words, her serious face showing grave determination.
They reached the rinkside, and Morozov kept talking to her for such an unusual long time before the start. Miki kept on shaking her head, responded a few words, and then Morozov said something to which she finally nodded with tears in her eyes.
I got the information that today Fuji aired the story from the coach's side.
Morozov, judging Miki's physical situation in her 6 minutes warm-up and much worried of her muscle damage, was persistently telling her to withdraw, all through this to the very last moment.
Miki's only response at the rinkside was her compromise that she would do as Morozov says when and if she falters her jumps three times.
The reporter said that Morosov's final words in compromise to Miki was; No, one jump failure and you must immediately withdraw!
Miki never revealed this in her interviews done afterwards.
What she said in tears was mostly her apology to her fans and those who supported her, for not being able to perform her program.
Even when the interviewer asked about the conversations everyone got curious of, she transformed the question into a softer reply. She was obviously guarding Morozov.
So what I post here may be against Miki's wish.
But it's already known in Japan, so let me make this shared by Miki fans worldwide.
Miki, forgive me, but I think I'm doing the right thing.
...
She could not continue the morning practice for more than ten minutes, could do no jumps, her muscle re-torn a little.
Morosov talked her into withdrawing not to damage her muscle any further, he was very much afraid of it, but she had a very strong feeling towards showing whatever was left that she can do in that circumstance, to thank her fans and her staffs through her skating. They discussed for quite a while.
So though JSF prepared the withdrawal form to submit to the ISU, she refused to sign it. For her It was not a matter of winning or losing, but a matter of what she had promised to herself. (< sorcerer's translation of her words "nattoku-ga-ikanakatta". I think she knew well that she would probably make a disaster of herself.)
JSF stated that they would let her on the ice for the 6 minutes warm-up, and will decide after how she does there.
The doctor gave her a temporary pain remedy, but it only worked for a jump or two in the warm-up.