further bits of interview (apologies it is in bite size, I had to work

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Q. The Olympics’ victory obviously took a lot of energy. But you probably did not expect such a performance in Milan?
A. No, I did not. At the Olympics , I did not do the first combo either, but I managed to attach the second jump and did the combo at the end of the programme. In Milan I didn’t manage to do that. And it was not because I fell, got upset and the rest followed, as many said. It is not true. I already had similar experience in this season, when I fell at first jumps and then managed to skate the programme clean. I can’t tell that in the free programme I just let it go. Just that day it was like I didn’t skate, it was like a dream. I wasn’t nervous, absolutely. And it was a shock to me – how’s that possible, I’m not nervous before the competitions? And then there was a thought that something’s was off.
Q. Just empty inside?
A. Yes. Physically I was ready. The trainers and I – we were skating the programmes in full. I was doing everything OK during the training. But… such things happen.
Q. After the FP you had a day off before the Ex gala. Surely, you thought about a lot of things?
A. I can’t even describe what went through my head. Seriously, it was like a dream. I couldn’t understand what was going on. And I had to do doping tests after the performance. I am crying my eyes out, the head’s killing me, and I need to do doping tests.
Q. Did it take long?
A. You know. If I could do it within an hour that’s great. That day it took me until 3am in the morning. At the end I calmed down, accepted it. In the morning I woke up, cried again. And then started analysing, become myself again. I realised that tears wouldn’t help. And started trying to understand what went wrong? Why? Then trainers, our school administration and I went for a walk in Milan. They helped change my mood. They know how to do it. They could scold/tease , and cheer me up. And all in all, they managed to do that. For gala I had a completely different mood, I was in a good mood.
there are some further bits (about Milan, Sabina and so on) - let me know if I bored you, and I will stop
