I can only imagine what was in her heart and mind at that moment, but I like to think she was singing it in her heart.
Alina has had and is having a very unique Olympic Gold Medal winning journey. Not hearing her anthem or seeing her flag. Not returning home as 'the favorite'. Not becoming an instant media 'darling'. Being 'adopted' by Japan. Slowly winning people over by mainly staying quiet, avoiding attention, graciously acknowledging anything given to her, appreciating her fans and keeping her head down working hard. Alternately winning and losing after the OG but always, always fighting.
Following her journey has been nothing less than inspirational in so many ways. Watching her grow as a skater and become the person she is becoming.
If I was writing the script it would be different. But it's important to remember that if one thing is different then everything is different. I am here, as a fan, to see where her journey takes her. It's not just about seeing her win, it's about seeing her happy.
Her happiness at the Gala today meant more because it came after such a struggle. I'm proud of her. Sometimes only you know when you have won.