I guess this is a post for Zhenya as well as for everyone else in general. I saw her frustration at the end. I wanted to remind her of something...
I want to say one thing to make very clear. You will never lose your fans. Do you think your fans cheer for you because you can make a perfect jump? Do you think we will abandon you if you fall? If you slip? If you do not do something in perfect precision? Heck, if that was the case we'd all just be commenting on the tiny Rapunzel Tornado fanfest and her IG (nothing against her of course - just making a point to the junior quad princess's jumps). Do you think what judges or nations say or any troll or anybody says will ever in a million years change the way your fans feel about you?
We are your fans because you are you. Because YOU ARE YOU. You represent something different in the sport. Your personality, your passion, your exuberance, and how you and only you can tell a story in your skating. But, you already have us. You got it? You lassoed us in with past performances. Rise or fall or fall again and again and again, we aren't going anywhere. Ever.
In other words, you have nothing to lose. Honestly, this is a season of growth. You know it. A time to relearn and grow. Just making it to the prix final is an accomplishment. Who cares what happens after that? It's like Rocky going the distance.
Don't get so down on yourself. Don't compare yourself to others (Because those others aren't you and you have something special that no other skater can touch. It's not about perfection. It's about being you). Perform tomorrow with your heart. Feel it. Be there in the story. Not for us but for you. Express your story for the world. Express it. Who cares about the judges? Who cares about the .1 points this or that? It's not about numbers. It's about you and the ice. The ice is your canvas; paint the story for the world.
Got it? We aren't going anywhere. Where else would we go? There is only one you. But we don't want you to skate for us. We want you to skate for you. We just want a window in to see your story. Write it for us. Write it for YOU.
This is the middle of your story (the middle of a story is always the one where the hero goes through terrific struggles. Choose any movie, any anime, any novel. It is always the same. You are rising).
Now go get them, Tsarina. Show the judges, show the world, show everyone, that there is only one artist on that ice tomorrow. Only one Michaelangelo. Tell your story.