2nd Installment of Sota's interview: https://mi-mollet.com/articles/-/37778?per_page=1
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Sota Yamamoto senshu, who climbed up from the bottom, has arrived at a new state of mind: "I want to cherish my love for skating more than pushing myself to the limit."
Sota Yamamoto senshu made a fresh start for the Milan-Cortina d'Ampezzo Olympics. His face was radiant. However, just a few seasons ago, he had a period of time when he did not know if he could make it as an athlete.
He told us about his journey from the bottom, as he said, "I was pushing myself too hard," to the point where he came to place his love for skating above everything else.
This is the only place where I can express myself.
--So, please tell us again about your competitions. Yamamoto senshu returned to competition in the 2017-18 season after taking a break due to injury. And you had been competing toward the Beijing Olympics in the four years leading up to the games. I think that these four years were probably a period of fighting through a different kind of pain and suffering than the injury.
That's right. While I was injured, I had the feeling that as long as I could recover from this injury, I would definitely be able to get back to the top again. Although there were still some bolts in my body, I returned to competition with a healed condition, but I became fully aware that the one and a half year blank period during which I was off the ice was a big one.
During that time, other skaters had gained competition experiences, having gone through a lot of pains and hardships that I had not been able to experience. It was hard to make up the difference, and to be honest, I still feel that I am at a disadvantage. But at the same time, I have a strong conviction that this is the only place where I can express who I am. That is why I am determined to do my best and not give up.
It was my skating friends who supported me when I was at rock bottom.
--From what I saw, it was especially in the 2020-21 season that you seemed to be suffering the most. You finished 9th in All-Japan, and at the following year's Kokutai (National Athletics Championships), you revealed your distress, saying, "I have fallen to such a low level," and "I wonder if I can make it as an athlete.”
That season was the one in which I pushed myself so hard that there was nothing more I could do. But the results didn't follow, and I was really frustrated. Looking back on it now, I realize that I practiced too much for failure.
--Practice for failure?
I was practicing to push myself until I couldn't move anymore, even if I failed. But that inevitably messed up my mentality. So now, I don't put so much emphasis on pushing myself. I decided to concentrate on each and every jump so as not to make mistakes as much as possible.
Of course, there are many mistakes during this process, but I don't want to get too mentally dragged down by them. I am now able to analyze calmly why I made mistakes and practice without losing focus.
- to be cont'd -
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Sota Yamamoto senshu, who climbed up from the bottom, has arrived at a new state of mind: "I want to cherish my love for skating more than pushing myself to the limit."
Sota Yamamoto senshu made a fresh start for the Milan-Cortina d'Ampezzo Olympics. His face was radiant. However, just a few seasons ago, he had a period of time when he did not know if he could make it as an athlete.
He told us about his journey from the bottom, as he said, "I was pushing myself too hard," to the point where he came to place his love for skating above everything else.
This is the only place where I can express myself.
--So, please tell us again about your competitions. Yamamoto senshu returned to competition in the 2017-18 season after taking a break due to injury. And you had been competing toward the Beijing Olympics in the four years leading up to the games. I think that these four years were probably a period of fighting through a different kind of pain and suffering than the injury.
That's right. While I was injured, I had the feeling that as long as I could recover from this injury, I would definitely be able to get back to the top again. Although there were still some bolts in my body, I returned to competition with a healed condition, but I became fully aware that the one and a half year blank period during which I was off the ice was a big one.
During that time, other skaters had gained competition experiences, having gone through a lot of pains and hardships that I had not been able to experience. It was hard to make up the difference, and to be honest, I still feel that I am at a disadvantage. But at the same time, I have a strong conviction that this is the only place where I can express who I am. That is why I am determined to do my best and not give up.
It was my skating friends who supported me when I was at rock bottom.
--From what I saw, it was especially in the 2020-21 season that you seemed to be suffering the most. You finished 9th in All-Japan, and at the following year's Kokutai (National Athletics Championships), you revealed your distress, saying, "I have fallen to such a low level," and "I wonder if I can make it as an athlete.”
That season was the one in which I pushed myself so hard that there was nothing more I could do. But the results didn't follow, and I was really frustrated. Looking back on it now, I realize that I practiced too much for failure.
--Practice for failure?
I was practicing to push myself until I couldn't move anymore, even if I failed. But that inevitably messed up my mentality. So now, I don't put so much emphasis on pushing myself. I decided to concentrate on each and every jump so as not to make mistakes as much as possible.
Of course, there are many mistakes during this process, but I don't want to get too mentally dragged down by them. I am now able to analyze calmly why I made mistakes and practice without losing focus.
- to be cont'd -