nonononononoonono. My heart can't take that. Oh my god i feel so bad because he is such an amazing athlete and i admire him so much because of that but my brain only thinks "SO CUTE" when watching that gif. I want to hug him tightly, squeeze his cheeks and play with his ahoge

i am a bad bad fan.
And i do have the larger picture but not right now since i'm at work. I want a bigger one though! I want to find a high resolution scan of it
Edit: ONE OK ROCK's Be the Light came in Spotify as i changed the tab to watch the gif again. My heart is no longer a muscle: it's just a pile of goo now and it belongs to Yuzuru Hanyu.
Edit2: Aaaaand now i'm crying at work