A couple of loose thoughts after today's SP.
I see many people (not necessarily here) saying that he should be less focused on perfection and more on enjoying himself when skating. This kind of approach will NEVER ever work with a perfectionist. I know, I am one, and had some troubles because of this over the years.
A perfectionist can only enjoy themselves when they are good technically. If something goes wrong, if they make a mistake, they can no longer be happy or relax. That's the way we are. We are also obsessive worriers, struggle with self-esteem and work best under immense pressure. Sounds familiar?
I am a performer and there used to a piece during which I would always have a memory lapse on stage. Compare this to... popping a jump. My friends and coaches would make a joke that this piece was "cursed" and kind of made fun of it. After a while I gave up and stopped performing it because I pretty much developed a weird trauma because of being obssessed with the mistakes, which appeared no matter how prepared I was. Plus because I am a freaking perfectionist, I had this image in my head that I would always fail in this piece, no matter what. It took me 3 years to perform that piece cleanly two times in a row. I guess I learned a lesson.
I don't think Yuzuru should fight his perfectionism, because that's who he is - he should accept it and treat it as his strength. But, comparing his body language before SP today with Shoma's (congrats to him! and a good sport at knc), the difference is staggering. I would love to see someone with background in psychology analyze this a bit. (from my own experience - I behave similarly when I'm "off" - tense posture, looks that could kill).
I am not too worried because this competition is not that important, mistakes like could happen to anyone, even in most relaxed circumstances. In fact, it makes me respect him more as a performer and grounds me a little bit, especially when I obsess over my mistakes. I also don't expect a brilliant free skate tomorrow, because I suppose he still will be hung up over his mistakes from today. The humiliation that he surely must feel is hard to get through, but ironically, it can lessen the pressure.
What do you guys think? His mind surely isn't his weakness but he needs to work out how to be better attuned to his mental condition. He's blessed with great technique, talent for performing and good work ethic. I'm sure he'll come up with a solution!