"I am so kuyashii. The good thing that I participated in this competition was that the feeling of "I want to win the competition" became stronger. The feeling I lost after the Olympics has returned again. It set fire to me as to the situation right now."
"Now I want only to win. I am really full of frustration. It might be "real me" the most. I want to train at the level that I can say I did my best."
"I want to be stronger. One month seems to be long but it is short in fact. I'm going to make reliable plan with what I can do, and I want to be stronger in the shortest."
https://headlines.yahoo.co.jp/hl?a=20180923-00000054-sph-spo
This effect of one competition

(I knew it though...)