part 3:
- Were there too annoying fans who paid you too much attention?
-I didn’t suffer from it at all. Sometimes awkward, but not because the fans are too annoying. Rather, there is a feeling that you owe something to someone when you are given too expensive things. I don’t like this feeling, I’m very embarrassed, but then they tell me many times that it’s just a gift. Then it becomes calmer, but still the feeling is doubtful.
-Maybe someone constantly writes on social networks?
-Many people write, but the ability to send direct messages is turned off in my account.
-What was the most valuable gift you received?
- iMac, purple. This is Kostornation, a fan group, the second official account. As I understand it, they cooperate with both Russian and foreign fans, with a very large number of foreign fans.
-How did you get this computer?
- The admins wrote to me: “Alena, we have a gift for you, where and when can we come?” I called the date and time, we found a time convenient for each other.
-What are you looking forward to next season? Do you believe that the Russians will be allowed to participate in international competitions?
- The season that will be next year, 2022/23 - no. It's a shame that this is happening. But we cannot influence this in any way. We have our own planned competitions, which will absolutely be. And there are quite a lot of them, I'm pleasantly surprised by this. And there is no point in saying anything more about it.
- Now the federation is discussing the composition of the national team for the next season, whose training will be financed. Do you have concerns about not being included in this list?
-I don't think I'll be on the main list. Hardly. Maybe I'll be in reserve. We must soberly assess the situation and call a spade a spade. I did not compete at the Russian Championship, and this was the main criterion. Therefore, there is nothing to be offended at all if I end up only in the reserve. This is fine.
- And who will be on the team?
- Yes, all the same girls. Anya Shcherbakova, Sasha Trusova, Kamila Valieva, Liza Tuktamysheva, Maya Khromykh, probably. And there is still one vacancy. Maybe one of the newcomers to seniors will claim it. Of the little ones, someone who just came out and showed herself. I don't know, I can't say for sure. I have listed the candidates who should be 99 percent in the national team. And as the federation decides, it's not for me.
- How not to lose motivation when there is neither the World Cup nor the European Championship?
-We will have our own starts. Lots of tournaments. Therefore, it is not like during quarantine, when we did not prepare for anything. We already have a competition plan. When you know what to prepare for, there are no questions. If you are doing what you love, why look for motivation somewhere if you already like it?
- At least once did you have the idea of changing the national team? Now many athletes play for teams from other countries.
— No, it never happened. I have been asked this many times, and I have already said this many times - I have never thought about it and will not, because I have determined my place for myself.
-Was there a moment when you thought about ending your career?
— During quarantine, when we sat and did nothing. At the end of quarantine, I got used to this routine, that I have lessons in the morning, then a tutor, and on weekends I go to the country. Happy running and jumping - for the first time I tried what it's like to live the life of an ordinary child. But at some point it became a little boring, lacking adrenaline, excitement, all the trips. Then I went out on the ice, re-ignited the desire to skate.
- Do you want to become a coach?
-There has never been such a desire. If this is some kind of forced measure, then it is possible. But I hope that my life will be a completely different field of activity.
- Related to medicine?
- Quite possibly. I can't imagine how it will turn out. I will try to enter the medical school, if I do, I will try to study. If I take these exams for twenty years and fail, then I will understand that this is not for me. I'll try myself in another area.
- I understand that the Olympics is not the most pleasant topic for you, but still, let's talk about it. You said you didn't watch the Olympics. Why?
- I understood that if you exclude some factors from my life, I could be there. And not just to keep the gate, to bring napkins and not just to skate for twenty place, but to fight for the highest levels. I could at least fight. But, unfortunately, life decreed otherwise.
- Eteri Tutberidze said that you could participate in the Russian Championship before the Olympics. What were the emotions from her words?
- I was extremely offended, because this is what I do not like in people when they devalue other people's problems. I had a heavy large cast, only two phalanges of my fingers were free, I could do absolutely nothing with my right hand. Because of the cast, the arm itself did not bend to the end. And all our dresses are thin, I won’t shove plaster anywhere. It outweighs me,I can't jump. Not because I don’t want to, but because it is fraught with the fact that I will fall and break my arm more seriously. God forbid, a larger fracture, a longer recovery and treatment, spokes, operations. I don't need it, it's not worth it. I was offended that the coaches thought that I had “a broken finger”, I quote. Although there was a real fracture.
- The Olympics left a lot of questions. If underage athletes compete with seniors, should they be treated like children or not?
- If you compete with seniors, you are already an adult yourself. Maybe somewhere in life - no, but in sports - yes. If you have adult privileges, then you answer as an adult. What is it when you are a child here, I don’t want to be here, I can’t, do it for me, but here I am an adult? This is absolutely wrong. If you are a child, then you compete with children, you have children's rules. If an adult, then adults. And, accordingly, the level of responsibility is for oneself, for one's words and actions.
- After the emotions of Alexandra Trusova at the Games, many fans supported her, while others said that this was unworthy behavior.
- It is impossible to say whether this was worthy behavior or not, you can understand both points of view. A person worked so much, was sure of something, but it didn’t work out here. Naturally, any person will have a reaction. But why was it filmed, I could not understand? Question for the people who did it. What did the video of Sasha's breakdown give? What was it? Why, for what purpose was this done? I don't understand this as a human being.
- It was broadcast.
- Could you somehow move the camera, switch it, couldn't it be done? We would switch to Anya Shcherbakova. For some reason, the Olympic champion sat sad and alone. This was strange too. They could start asking her about some emotions, while Sasha would come to her senses and realize the situation. Is there really so little information that people who are professionally engaged in television should be told about obvious things?
- Did you somehow support Sasha?
-I congratulated Anya. Personally,I didn’t say anything to Sasha, because I understood that in such a situation I would have lashed out at those who support me. Therefore, in order not to get negative, I waited out this moment, then, when we met, I said: “Sasha, okay, everything is fine, you did so much to your five quadruples. In principle, you have fulfilled them, the goal has been achieved. But now there is motivation to continue riding.” She replied: “Yes, in fact it is.” Now everything is fine, the main thing is that the breakdown does not affect her future fate in any way.
- Many consider figure skating the most scandalous sport.
- There are a few. Sometimes there are quite insolent people, this does not even apply to athletes. A lot of information they trying to invent. It happens that terrible things are written, although in fact only three words are said. Absolutely different thoughts were said, but it's all turned upside down. Naturally, a huge number of fans - the browl begins, who is rooting for whom, who is for this athlete, and who is for another, this one is better or this one. This is a big fight, and therefore scandals. The popularity of sports is growing - and there are more scandals.
— How did you react to the YouTube shutdown from monetization?
-I didn’t have much time to monetize it. There should have come a code, and to regular mail. When it came to me, I had already managed to request three others, everything went wrong there. And then they tell me that monetization is disabled, I'm like: "Well, that's great, I won't do it."
- Should you continue your blogging activities?
-Yes, I'm recording a new video soon. Maybe I'll publish it soon. But due to the difficult situation around, it would not be very correct to start constantly posting something.
-What will this video be about?
- I still don't know myself. About everything in the world. The topics are completely different, I don’t have any one, chosen topic. {I will post this video, but I will not do the rest once or twice a week, as originally planned. Maybe two or three a month.}
*Note: Phrases in curly brackets are missing from the video