I'm glad to hear that I'm not alone. I want to watch the women at the Olympics but I will be feeling that anger heartache for Ashley. I might have to wait until it's over and pick and chose which skaters I watch. I don't think I could stomach watching every skater and witnessing their scores being posted. There are a few I will have to skip.
It means a lot to know that I'm not alone in feeling this way.
Just to share my experience. I watched just the last 10 or 12 ladies at 4CC on the "Videos No Spoilers" thread. I had to sleep during it live, but actually I think watching it at a few hours' remove helped me. So I may try the same trick for watching olympics. I still really enjoyed the build-up of suspense/excitement, and that helped me realize that I can still get excited about women's skating. I love Mai Mihara and newly, since SA, love Kaori, so I was truly thrilled for them.
When poster bobbob was writing in the US pairs comp thread, he/she said what is troubling about US judges is that they don't hold up our skaters who have had better international success in the same way that the rest of the world does. (they) were talking about the Knierims. But also mentioned Ashley, said something like, it's probably too late now, but if the US judges had recognized and rewarded her through her PCS scores in a way that recognized what the international judges could see in her skating, she would have enjoyed the stature that goes with being the US #1, most consistent lady for years. At least 5 or 6 years, I would add!
And that could have made a lot of difference. Not just to Ashley, but to US Figure skating. It would have helped US skating in general, so it's really short-sighted. And when you look at "certain skaters," as you said, from countries who ARE holding up their ladies' skaters and helping them in this way, it's just rather incomprehensible why US fed (or judges?) treated Ashley that way. Especially when they held up Bradie, Mirai and Karen, in the same competition. They awarded all three an extra 2 point something PCS scores over what any international judges had awarded them, at least this season. And at the same time they docked Ashley 2 point something PCS scores UNDER what international judges had awarded her THIS season, for LESS well skated technically programs. So those 4 points would have made all the difference. It's just incomprehensible ... except for something poster Frida said sometime in the past year: Ashley has never been given anything. She's always had to earn whatever she gets.
And as I watched 4CC ladies, I thought that Ashley would have been there with the medalists, even if reversed. Her TEC might have been less ... although not necessarily, since she really DID improve her jumps and less URs this season. But her PCS would have made her competitive at 4CC and also, I believe, at the Olympics.
With the magic that Ashley is known to be able to create, medalling at this Olympics was not out of the question at all. Nor was creating an unforgettable moment even if she didn't medal.
SORRY for being so long-winded. I hope someone made it all through this long post and can offer a response to something or other in it. I've really wanted to write these things somewhere. But just bringing Ashley's name up causes the nay-sayers to spike. So I haven't.

to whoever might have been able to stick with me through this monster post and

so much for listening and especially for being kindred Love Ashley Spirits!!