She broke the curse because she left. If she hadn’t, I can’t tell you where she would be now but it wouldn‘t be skating competitively for sure. Reflecting on what happened the past days (I‘m still in denial bc while I did think the writing was on the wall I’m still shocked to actually see it happen) I‘m even more grateful that Zhenya did what she did. Sure enough, everyone has their own journey and I‘ll respect that. But what Evgenia did required immense bravery and most importantly, a love for her sport that I think very few can actually match.
In light of recent news I couldn‘t help but realise how truly special Zhenya really is. I‘m not belittling anyone because like I said, everyone has their own journey and that‘s ok, just pointing that out about her in her fanfest. At the point of the OG, she had been competing for three seasons and had both her body as well as her mind on the way to a burnout. (Her body was already there, imo) Instead of retiring which she could have done, however, she made the most drastic change of her life to keep skating. She dealt with the stress of the post Olympic season, the.. well, intense reactions to her leaving and the difficult phase of rebuilding her technique and healing her body. And she‘s now in her fifth senior season. That‘s literally insane. I have no idea where her journey will lead her and I‘m very aware it probably won‘t lead her on the Worlds or Euros team this season. But what she did was more important than any of that could ever be. She‘s showed that there‘s a life in competitive skating after being an “expired“ product of a certain factory. That you can go on and skate and improve even when your time‘s supposed to be over. I won‘t make any predictions because in skating that‘s always futile. But I sure hope that if there comes a time when others will have to choose like Evgenia had to after the OG, they will remember her and say: “Okay, maybe I can try as well.“