I'm still not getting over the final result at Worlds in Helsinki and haven't touched the whole FS video at all. Because of Fuji TV's blocking of all the videos on YouTube and Dailymotion (I usually collect clips for missed events without any spolier), I unwillingly had to click the result page, and them boom...I couldn't accept the fact that Javi was off the podium. I was devastated for that, so also missed the whole FD segment as well. I'm relieve to hear that Javi seems to move on from the experience and planed to do for the Olympic season, but I'm still very sad and have no courage to click and watch the men's FS segment. Sorry for me being such a downer.
I understand you. After Anna's disaster program I wanted to shut off TV. If Javi wasn't the last one to skate, I would probably have the same urge. No need to torment yourself