I re-watched it too. The first time I saw it I could've sworn he was tearing up into the cantilever. During the re-watch I still think he was or just incredibly drained and fighting through the exhaustion. Shoma's heart really is made of steel. He said it wasn't but it really is. Having the ability and mental strength to fight in a war you know you wont win takes a heart made of steel.

Shoma likes anime and I do too. When he was interviewed with Yuzuru after the olympics, the interviewer said that Shoma had a steel heart because Shoma said that he didn't feel nervous or stress at the Olympics. Ever since then I've been quoting a popular, amazing anime called Full-Metal Alchemist. The main character Edward says this line at the end of the series,
"There's no such thing as a painless lesson, they just don't exist. Sacrifices are necessary. You can't gain anything without losing something first. Although if you can endure that pain and walk away from it, you'll find that you now have a heart strong enough to overcome any obstacle. A heart made fullmetal."
I just think of how much this relates to Shoma's career so far and I'm really proud of him for all he's accomplished.

Sorry for my rant and my nerdyness coming out. I was really emotional during Shoma's skate and it's been hours and I'm still thinking about it.
WineHerUp: I didn't think it was possible to love him even more than I already do.
Me too, I didn't think it was possible.:sad21: