Skateluvr, I will keep you & your family in my thoughts & prayers.
Parents are so hard to lose. My dad passed away over 20 years ago and my mom passed away 5 years ago this Easter Sunday, March 31. Those 5 years have been sad as well as reflective. I know that she has been with me through a couple of rough spots in my life. My mom would have given her life for each one of her children if she were asked.
When we had her wake service I played this song among others but this song is like she is speaking to her children. The song was what I think was in her heart and what she would have said to us.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QFyKnMIa_4