Akiko Suzuki gave this short interview where she shares that during therapy she discovered it was the relationship with her mother that was at the root of her eating disorder. She was the only child and as such she was the only one to carry her parents' expectations and ambitions, and felt obligated to meet them. She felt her parents wanted her to excel in everything she did, to be perfect, so she felt burdened with these expectations and compelled to find everything easy and achievable. When she noticed girls around her started to lose their jumps, she panicked and went to extremes just not to lose her "perfect daughter" image.... It was reshaping their mother-daughter relationship that was crucial to her healing.
This is an interesting point of view as it points to the potential underlying causes for ED. I have a feeling it's been usually talked about as fuelled by skaters' athletic goals and ambitions, but she points to the secondary nature of these goals. Most of all, she wanted to satisfy her parents, and to this aim she used her achievements in skating, jumping was only means to winning, and winning was only means to meet her parents' expectations and prove she was a perfect daughter.
To me, it is a slightly different and precious perspective, and offering some deeper insight into the ED dynamics.
The article is in Japanese but you can easily translate it using your browser translation tool. It is a summary of a longer interview which is behind the paywall so cannot be linked.
Thank you for this story, it is more complex look on Eating Disorders issues.
I am glad you mentioned it. And once again thanks Akiko for sharing this.
Low self-esteem, self-criticism and perfectionism are connected with Eating Disorders, many science studies mention it, some skaters were talking about it as well.
Eating Disorders: public or silent enemy?
Excellent thread. I have nothing much to add except that on a general mental plain, there are many issues that face athletes. I live with an athlete so I know..... I think this article by Emmy Ma is very well done...
Eating Disorders is a form of self-harm. Person who doesn't like herself / himself (from various reasons) has tendency to self-harm.
Unfortunately there are more things which are complicating this situation.
For example figure skating itself with high level of negative criticism of not only performance BUT also look, body, behaviour, ...
Also majority of competitive skaters are in their teens, which itself is a period of time where young one is starting to look for own identity and is struggling with many inner conflicts and insecurities.
Lack of knowledge of people in figure skating world parents including is another issues which is not preventing skaters to treat themselves with respect and love (not matter how much they fall, how low their score is, how big their muscles are).
The Eating Disorders issue is indeed complex and it once again leads us to realise how much important healthy self-esteem and self-respect is.

