I'm glad you are feeling better!
Thank you!
I'm glad you are feeling better!
This past few days I've been reflecting on how one person can mean so much to someone. Like a friend of mine I met online almost 2 months ago....well from August 2 to some point in November, I was not my normal super happy and joyful self. I was in almost in a sort of depression. I know why I was in that state, but I'm not going to say why on here as it's a little personal. But it was not doing good on me. October was when rock bottom hit. I didn't know how I was going to get out of it and move on. I wanted to be happy again. Talking to my friends helped, but something was preventing me from doing it. Then I met that friend online that I referred to earlier. I started talking to him, and that plus Skate America were the final pieces I needed to move on and be myself again. To be optimistic again. Talking to someone else about the situation and hearing from someone else, and hearing what they have to say really does help in some ways.
I realize more than ever that when we're in a time of need, for whatever reason, the last thing we should do is isolate ourselves. I am glad you found people you can trust to talk through what you're feeling.
The thing is that before rock bottom hit, I only talked to one of my two BFFs from college cheer about it because it was so painful to talk to others about it. I couldn't hold it in to myself. It was hard with only one person knowing what was going on. But once it got worse, which in early October it happened, I started talking to more people about it. It was a greater comfort knowing I had more people to talk to. And people reassuring that it wasn't totally my fault on why stuff happened. And then when I made that new friend, and I talked to him about it, that final hump was crossed. I had been mostly over the situation by the time the time where I just mentioned happened, but like I mentioned earlier, I was not totally back. Then I became back. And in time for Skate America, which made my year. I never want to be down that low ever again. I don't wish it on anyone.
well, today I booked flights to Milan and I don't know if I should be happy for the experience or worried over the rest of planning and action to be done...
but the first step was done, it's silly, but I cannot believe this is going to happen. In the month of my birthday
I'm literally always so tired
Also apparently have really low iron. Supplements here we come!
I'm literally always so tired
Also apparently have really low iron. Supplements here we come!
well, today I booked flights to Milan and I don't know if I should be happy for the experience or worried over the rest of planning and action to be done...
but the first step was done, it's silly, but I cannot believe this is going to happen. In the month of my birthday
I'm literally always so tired
Also apparently have really low iron. Supplements here we come!
Woo I'm excited for you!!
I'm so excited for you!! What a great birthday present for yourself!:hap93:
This past few days I've been reflecting on how one person can mean so much to someone. Like a friend of mine I met online almost 2 months ago....well from August 2 to some point in November, I was not my normal super happy and joyful self. I was in almost in a sort of depression. I know why I was in that state, but I'm not going to say why on here as it's a little personal. But it was not doing good on me. October was when rock bottom hit. I didn't know how I was going to get out of it and move on. I wanted to be happy again. Talking to my friends helped, but something was preventing me from doing it. Then I met that friend online that I referred to earlier. I started talking to him, and that plus Skate America were the final pieces I needed to move on and be myself again. To be optimistic again. Talking to someone else about the situation and hearing from someone else, and hearing what they have to say really does help in some ways.
While majority of GS is watching Ladies FS at Euros...
https://youtu.be/26-1t15R_MU, how cool and fun is this?! , I have always wanted to learn swing type of dances, there is something light, whimsical and joyful about them. Every duo is fantastic in that video, but my faves were no. 3 and no. 5. Team no. 3 for me has the best, cleanest in elegant, polished sense feel of the rhythm/rhytmical action, also lovely, effortless nuancing on musical detal in their feel and connections while in holds. Duo no. 5 has the most prominent personality infused inside their style of dancing: every moved from one has response from another, great synergy between them, harmony in joy of dancing together, lovely pacing and effective figures/transitions, I love also the feel of unity in them, so in synch even if not being in holds, very expressive, but in engaged way, not over-the-top.
The clip just made me smile
Today's confession: I always cry at the ending of Cool Runnings. Always. It just hits me every time. The crash. The silence. Then...they carry the sled to the finish line, and everyone claps for them, and the music swells, and I bawl my eyes out.