I snoozed in the middle, but - call it an FS instinct - woke up just for the final fight. After watching, I was just too all over the place with my thoughts and waited until now. The final of the final was mixed feelings, being overwhelmed by emotions woven with being underwhelmed by performances of skaters (despite my best will for them do do well) and being confused by some weird scoring game at places (especially putting all results, comparing them with actual performances/execution of them in the end for all Ladies), played by judges...I cannot help, but feel that this 3rd spot for Ladies was treated like a hot potato that no skater had enough strenght to carry out and also by judges who kind of showed no clear intention how to 'award' it. The selection or that 3rd spot will be a misery - and the bigger one for the Fed and people who will make that call...
When it comes to Mirai and Bradie, I just can bow to their nerves, an ability to raise under immense pressure of stakes at this very Nationals. Both skaters for me resemble this focused, determined mindset that may portray them as not so very good, engaged performers inside their respective programs/themes chosen, but to be honest - it is perfectly fine with me. I feel that performance-wise/interpretation-wise Mirai was never the one with most expressive manner on ice, with her facial or body language; she was definitely more exuberant, with more 'give-me-face' type of expression in the past, while now I sense a lot more maturity, focus in her carriage that results in some sense of composure and 'regalness' in her stance in my view. She gave me an impression of incredible focused, goal-oriented performance yesterday - yes, it was not the performance with the most character and expression in it, but it had some kind of magnitude, impactful presence of her: she was soundly into music, into the moment of the skate, just with less projectionthan most people probably would wish for. As I said, for me it's okay, especially considering Mirai's history, road to this very moment, her position after SP - despite the pressure, she produced an elegant performance, exuding strenght and confidence (which was the most important thing for me) and was just more about ruling on the music and movement than getting lost inside of it. Still - this gesture after last jump, attack to the last spin (her spins tho, a class!!!), the array of emotion poured inside of the ending pose, people's reaction, Tom jumping in the background, Drew's beaming smile, their reaction on the score, Mirai's cry after finishing, standing ovation, even Beyonce's 'Run the World (Girls)' played in K'n'C - it all made up to the moment of the entire competition, I think also that Mirai's focus, this controlled manner she performed her FS with were then reciprocated and multiplied by the reaction of others.
Bradie OTOH represented for me this tranquility of control in her every movement - even if not so refined (yet), the mental toughness, confidence in execution and attack this LAdy has are quite impressive and allows me to watch her with experiencing her joy and enthusiasm over performance/skate, not the negative thrill of potential fall/pop. The thing is with Bradie for me that she really feeds of the thrill of competition, capitalizing onto her 'freshness' factor, consistency and probably mindset that comprises on this kind of execution focus, even under big pressure (not feeling it from her stance at all, just another day in the office, ending Nationals in Olympic year). This feels for me similar to Kaori Sakamoto's reception of mine - skill and talent, unrefined and rough around edges, packaging that could have been better, but boy - a competitive spirit and hunger for ages that 'veterans' often lacks, along with the right focus. I really don't mind the theme for FS program chosen (it is a Cinderella story of some sorts, after all this season for Bradie) - it is not the most sophisticated thing to see out there, but it does its job, especally executed like she did yeterday. Saying that - I do wish for a re-think of a step sequence in this FS, along with some transitions: some of positions/movements in that step seq looked very unattractive and made whole sequence choppy, disconnected and feeling as an afterthought; also - she should really pay attention more to the coordination of her upper body movement (arms especially) with feet. I general - I'd sit with her team and try to make the outlook of the program definitely more refined outside of the jumps, as she seems reallyto have them in the bag (which is such an advantage!). There are quite a few talented and/or established Ladies out there with such high, statuesque physique Bradie has to be inspired on: Carolina, Maria Sotskova, Polina to name those that popped in my mind instantly. And saying that, I do not wish, nor expect to make a va-va-voom transition in Bradie to a queen of sophistication and edge refinement in a month - what I'd love to see is developing more 'rounded' image of the program to match her incredible consistency and technical skill, as she really deserves it. I won't really dig into PCS scoring/GOE award for Bradie, but have to say that some tendencies there - comparing to the level of them applied to others - make the biggest harm to those awarding, not the awarded to be honest. But it clearly showed that a winner has to win in every category, to make some kind of 'statement' (even if it should not be always the case), but the narrative kind of went south in light of Ashley's and Karen's performances in my opinion, where the real games began.
First thing about both Ashley and Karen is heir struggle all-around (pretty much) when it comes to this very season, and it showed particularly not in so-so performances/scores in GP series, but in this going back and forth between their programs. It's just a common issue for them and one that caused so much inconsistency for them - I am not an expert, but somehow I feel that this decisive manner about programs done from the very beginning, then endless practicing them leading to the 'automatism' in execution and performance, create much better and solid environment for a skater to buld consistency, results and a reputation internationally. This - unfortunately - was missing for both Karen and Ashley. I really hate 'coulda, woulda, shoulda' mindset, but seeing yesterday Ashley's 'La la land' FS makes me restlessly wonder how could it be if she stood by this FS from the very beginning - even with 'work in progress' impression about it during GP series. This was something truly refreshing and new from her I feel, something more vulnerable, less 'face-induced', less 'make-up caked' and raw; this was really an audition of that program in from of so many people - and I really applaud her courage to do such thing. While I see a great potential in this FS, this seems to be a missed opportunity from execution/preparation standpoint: she tried her best out there (and her performer's strike, maturity were still there), but there was a sense of apprehension and being lost at places - I totally saw the direction Ashley was supposed to going with and this final effect, but this was only first 'official' try of that program and there was a feel of unfinishing/non-refined places in it, to my big despair. Then goes this popped salchow in sequence...It pains me, but this was even bigger missed opportunity from Ashley showed than turning this late to 'La la land' FS, because it was right there to grab physically, execution-wise, not in conceptual sense. As for PCS - a lot was already said there; two things that conflict a bit in my mind, thinking about how Ashley's performance went, the fact that this was 'La la land' first outing, how different it was from 'Moulin Rouge' one and how she looked on ice in comparison with other skaters (Karen especially since there's a 3rd/4th situation between them, with quite close and confusing scoring...) - first being PCS elevation for top 3 except Ashley, despite really decent, engaged performance overall. I really do think that her PCS score in some of components could have been higher, but not sure if to the level of overtaking Karen overall, both those performances left me torn and underwhelmed, mostly about those darn missed opportunities and bumps they've had all season long (self-inflicted or not). Second thing is that even if 'La la land' gives a great promise and I totally see Ashley shining the lights out of it, this was not fulfilled there and PCS should not be avarded based on the sole promise or things we desperately want to see (at least I think so). It was a totally fresh experience not only for Ashley, but also for audience and judges and I cannot help, but feel sad that the decision was not made more in advance...
And a bit about Ashley's comments, reactions, expressions...I get, I really get the frustration over it so vocally expressed out there, but can we blame her for perfectly humanly reactions, emotions expressed, regarding the situation and stakes in it, trying to see her not only as an athlete or impose on her 'athlete's behaviour' we would like to see, but a human like all of us? Seeing how her season went, how it unfolded yesterday, especially in the light of this scoring thing that was a bit all over the place regarding that 'hot potato' 3rd spot I mentioned, she has reacted the way she usually acts: unapologetic, outspoken and bold. For me, it's really nothing new about her demeanor and I did not baffled me as much as so many people; saying that, it does not mean that I support this kind of behaviour, but I fully accept it as a humanly one, taken out of emotion and pressure those athletes are experiencing. And I always try to understand those kind of statements, putting them into some perspetive, definitely outside of my personal prejudices and likings. Cannot help, but think that this is the other side of a double-sworded weapon, being a poster Lady for a long time in US Figure Skating world - the level of praise is equalled by the level of hate...
Big apologies for the lenght, will try to edit and post some thoughts also about Karen later, but I have to go for now
